So many changes..
A simple curiosity has turned my life upside down..
I really miss him but i think he doesn't give a damn..
I know i'm a fool to feel all these feelings for him..
why does life have to be this way?
it's not fair..
Wat have i done to deserve this? I'll keep asking this questions..
Eventho i know i'll never find the answers..

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~updates from the real world~
my best friend FJ got an accident. He fell from his friend's motorbike while he was spending his weekend at anyer beach last week.
He got a few stitches on his left arm.. And bruises all over his left leg hip arm and shoulder..
He's getting better now alhamdulillah..
We met last wednesday at Q-bic cafe, and i told him about wat happened between me and my "superman" (yeah he was still sick.. He spent 5minutes just to get in the car lol)
may Allah bless him for being such a great friend. He's more like a brother to me.

before he dropped me home we went to his house, and i met his cute baby niece.. She's so cute and her nick name is same as mine -yara- lol.. (pic attached)

that's all for now..
Remember me in ur prayers..
~tiara~